I don't know why.
I just have this hatred that i've been keeping for awhile right now.
It's been really hard not to say anything.
I feel like getting it out in the open to this person but i just can't.
Maybe i'm not a good friend for not telling this person.
Or maybe i am a good friend by keeping this to myself and not tell this person.
I don't know.
There's just so many things that are running through my head right now.
I'm like in a bloody dilemma and i hate to be in this position.
I guess for now,i'm just keeping my mouth shut.
We'll see how it goes.Maybe it'll get better.
Like i always say.Only time can tell.
And i hope time can tell me quicker.
Till then.
I'll Look At The Sun And I'll Look In The Mirror