Today Is A Winding Road,

Thursday, January 15, 2009

4 in 1

Blogging about 4 days so.
First off.

Monday,12th January 2009:
Well,today was 'O' level results day.
God,i can't tell you how disappointed i am with myself.
It was probably the most disappointing day of my life.
My results were okay.Got mostly B's and stuff but.
What threw me off was how badly i did for my english.
I knew i screwed it up but i didnt know it was that bad.
I was expecting at least a B4 but shockingly yet deservingly,i got a C6.
And english was suppose to be one of my best subjects so.
Its the kind of feeling where let's say you are good in soccer.
You know you are so good because people have been praising you and even your coach praises you but.
When the time comes for the selection of the team,you didn't make it.
That's how i feel about my english.Im not trying to show off or anything but even my english teacher told me that i have the potential to get a distinction.
Even if i didn't get a distinction,at least a B3.Never a C6.
I guess me going to a JC is just not meant to be.
Maybe i was just meant to go to a poly.
Who knows,maybe i'll do much better there.
Oh god,i really cant put into words how disappointed i am with myself.

Anyway,went out with Nick,Saiful,Jannah,Diniy & Fatin to compass point.
Walked around a little before going to Pizza Hut to grab a bite.
Talked about our results and what we wanted to do and stuff.
Then Diniy,Fatin and Saiful took off while me,Nick and Jannah went around walking again.
Walked for awhile before heading home.

Oh god,i still really feel disappointed in myself.
Anyway,thanks to all those who talked to me and comforted me.
I really appreciate it alot.Sometimes i wonder what i did to deserve such wonderful friends in my life.
I don't know what else to say but THANK YOU!

Tuesday,13th January 2009:
Went out for soccer in the morning to release my anger.
It was fun.Finally managed to relax after yesterday.
Went to Point to eat and headed home.
Was about to watch 90210 online but suddenly got a call from my dad.
Changed and went out with my mum and dad to Toa Payoh.
Then suddenly they said they were gonna get me a gift.
Apparently they are really proud of my results and they wanted to get me a gift for my results.
I couldn't really understand why they were proud.I thought my results were crap.
Oh well.Finally found the perfect gift.
Thanks so much mum and dad.Its just what i needed.
Then i heard something that just made me so proud of being their child.
They said that they are gonna support me whatever i decided to do and that they were really proud of me.
I know its not much but.Just hearing that from your parents really mean so much to me.
Anyway,went to eat dinner and headed home after that.

I was reading back on some of the stuff that i wrote on my blog and i found this.
"It's not how hard you hit.It's how hard you can keep getting hit."
It suddenly struck me.It's exactly the situation i am in.
I was hit really hard by my results and its only up to me if i want to move on or keep thinking about it.
And now,after looking back,i'm finally moving on.
It's about time i wake up and start realising that what i do will affect my future.
Its not always fun and games.
Thank God for making me realise my path and what i should do.
It's time that i grow up from a boy to a man.

Wednesday,14th January 2009:
Went out with Nick,Hariz,Fadly,Diniy and Fatin to town.
Me,Fadly and Nick met up at Hougang before taking the train to Orchard.
Went to cineleisure and ate at Esteler 72 i think.Some indonesian restaurant that Nick introduced to us.
It was actually not that bad.Hariz,Diniy and Fatin finally joined us and we bought the tickets to watch Ong Bak 2.
It was actually not that bad really.
Here's what i think about the movie.(Spoiler alert!)

Well,its about the life of this guy played by Tony Jaa.
It shows him when he was young and how he grew up.
And that he learned martial arts and that he was suppose to be the most deadliest guy on earth if he holds any weapon.
So he takes revenge by killing all those who had totured him and those who killed his parents.
Then as the show goes on,it has twists in the story where he gets back stabbed and stuff.

Well,my rating for the movie is 7/10.
And the only reason why i gave a 7 is because of the cool martial arts moves.
They were really creative to incorporate animal style martial arts like tiger and the crow.
And the visual effects were really good.It made all the blood and killing look so real.
But other than that,it was really horrible.
The storyline was weak and what was worst was that he died in the end.
The story kinda revolves about him trying to get back his childhood girlfriend and surprisingly.
She only came out in one scene when they are grown up.What the hell!
And after that,he died.Its really boring and weak.
If you guys are interested in watching all the cool martial arts and stuff,then its really worth it.
Other than that,do not waste your money.
Appropriate price to watch the movie=$6.Period.

Anyway,me,Hariz,Fadly and Nick went around to look for a good place to eat dinner while Diniy and Fatin took off.
Finally found a place and it wasnt that bad.Walked around town and talked for awhile before taking the train home.
All of us stopped at Sengkang and Nick and Hariz headed home while me and Fadly went to hang at Starbucks.
It was nice.We talked about alot of stuff.
Its great.I think people should just sit down,relax and talk more.Most people don't really do that nowadays.
Took off from Starbucks at around 11.30pm and took the bus home.
Was pretty shagged so i slept as soon as i got home.

Thursday,15th January 2009:
Well,I stayed home all day today to do some research on the courses.
Finally decided on all the courses that i am interested and submitted my choices.
So hopefully i get what i want.
Finally found the time to catch up with Heroes,90210 and Reaper.
And im suddenly interested in a new show called Kyle XY.I think its really good.
I was bored so i finally watched Gossip Girl after alot of people asked me to.
And i have to admit.Its actually not that bad.I might actually get hooked.
Oh well.We'll see how it goes.
Till then.

And Now That I'm Strong I Have Figured Out